I seem to have gone from a period of sleep deprivation to sleep overload, not that it makes things any better. The sleep felt thick and heavy and I woke up feeling more exhausted than before. I remember dreaming that my dear employer was watching those who hurt me. He was closer this time.
The only other dream I recall having was like something out of The Ring. I was looking down into a stream. There was a snake swallowing its tail circling slowly under the water against the stream bed. Then it switched to the same thing but done as if it were on a cheap kids’ show, with the water being represented by two long pieces of blue cardboard, cut to make wave shapes, moving back and forth and the snake being represented by a puppet. The dream switched again and I found myself in the basement they locked me into, looking up at the door which then started to open. Then everything went black but I could hear things. The dream had been silent up until this point, but now there were sounds. I heard what sounded like a mix of static, the buzzing of a fly and someone crying. The crying was then replaced by another voice that spoke to me. I can’t remember what it said. The dream went silent again and I was underwater, looking up at the surface but not trying to get there. I feel like there was more to the dream than that, but I can’t remember. I just remember waking up feeling sick and making it to the bathroom before vomiting.
I don’t know if that dream means anything or not, but considering it was one of the only two dreams I remember having over the past few days, and I was ill right after, I thought I should make a record of it just in case.
As I mentioned, I’ve also had to deal with some of the others. Not much to say about that. I played my expected role again and maintained the illusion of status quo just as I did with those who hurt me.
As for the blogs I’ve been following, well that in itself is nothing new. Still watching out for any word from my catalyst, but he’s been quiet lately.
What’s odd is the reaction I got from Morningstar on his blog on Saturday… Seems I struck a bit close to home with an offhand comment, which he promptly deleted, claiming spoilers… Curious… There was only one part of what I said that could possibly make sense in causing that reaction… hmmm…
Speaking of blogs, I notice I have a follower now
Hi Dia :)
If you’re reading this, know that I am just tickled that you have chosen to follow my attempt (probably in vain) at retaining my identity in some way while working for Skinny Boy. May I ask if there’s any particular reason why you’re here, or are you just keeping tabs on anyone who has seen Slendy and decided to commit it to a blog?