Wednesday, September 5, 2012


September 3 was something of a special day for me. It marked a year since I took my revenge.

Feels so odd.

Never thought I was going to make it this far. Never thought I’d do the things I did since or feel the way I felt…

Had a nightmare about them a few weeks ago… that was what was playing on my mind… making me feel vulnerable

I spoke to Sunshine about it and he helped to silence their voices- the bad memories and remnants of a dream that. haunted my mind

Even after a year, I’m still happy that I chose this path. Happy they are dead

I’m also glad for the experiences I’ve had since and the people I have come to know

But… I suppose what you really want to know is what became of our guest.

Well my blood thirsty friends, aside from my quiet contemplations, I decided to prepare a special meal for that day- a celebration dinner

Back when I was torturing Fell, I resisted doing this, but it’s been a curiosity in the back of my mind since.

I cut our meal from his arms, being careful to stop the bleeding and keep him alive. Then I prepared a marinade to help make it tender. I figured that was the best way to prepare it since I’ve often heard that if an animal is distressed, the meat will be tougher and the animal in question here was certainly distressed hahaha

After letting the meat marinate for a while, I stir fried it and served it up with some steamed vegetables and rice.

We moved Gary over to the table so he could join us for the meal, though he apparently wasn’t hungry. He screamed at first but his screams soon became despairing moans. He threatened to faint but Fell threw a glass of cold water in his face, which brought him back  

As for the meal itself, it was quite nice. I’m sure you’ve heard the term ‘long pig’ and the comparison to pork in flavour. Perhaps it was just the way I cooked it, but while there was some similarity in texture, I can’t ever imagine confusing one for the other

Oh Gary, when you met me at the club you probably thought I was so soft. Turns out, you were pretty tender yourself

After we had finished our meal, we decided to finish our fun with him. Fell said she wanted his eyes, so I let her have them. She took Cat’s switchblade and stuck it into his right eye, then she sliced at his left. After that, it seemed to barely register with him when I stabbed him in the stomach. I still managed to make him flinch when I twisted the knife though. I then pulled the blade out and stabbed him until blood loss or shock took him from me, I’m not sure which

That’s it for now I guess. I’ll continue down this path I’m on and see where it leads

Saturday, September 1, 2012

I just gotta start by saying

that I still can’t believe that stupid bitch boy actually passed out when we brought him here. Well isn’t that just fucking typical. A guy spends all night bragging but when it’s time for him to actually perform, the fucker passes out

Well that cock swill won’t be doing anymore bragging or saying much of anything at all after what the Wolf did to him huh?

Anyways you cunts already heard that so I’ll tell ya about the shit I did to that jizz monkey on my own. I pulled that fucker’s fingernails out. I knew what it felt like to have that shit done to me, I wanted to know what it was like to do it to someone else.

After I pulled the first one, he started screaming so I shut him up by covering his nose and mouth. I fucking love the look people get when they can’t breathe. When I let go, he was too busy trying to breathe to start bitching again right away. Then I did it again. I’d never smother him long enough for him to pass out, just long enough to make him really fucking uncomfortable. He got the idea after a while and tried not to scream but he always did, I made sure of that. I didn’t want to end up killing him by mistake, so I left it at that

Since then we’ve pretty much left the shit sucker alone, though the Wolf did cut him a bit earlier. She tasted his blood. I think she’s planning something for him. I’d like to try taking his eyes. I hate the way he was looking at the Wolf at the club. Fucking pervert. I hope the Wolf lets me do it.