Thursday, May 15, 2014

Story Time

Once upon a time there was a wolf and a girl who lived in the forest together and cared deeply for each other. Unfortunately, the people that lived in the town on the border of the forest did not care for them, for the wolf had satisfied her hunger with the blood of several of their number. So each day the townsfolk would scream their curses into the forest, threatening vengeance upon the wolf and the girl. Knowing that they would one day act on their threats the wolf prepared herself. When the time came, the wolf attacked the town. She killed all yet was herself killed, leaving the girl all alone

You know what? Fuck this. I tried. I can’t do it. I can’t be the Wolf. I can't even come close

But since most of you have decided I’m a piece of shit anyway what the fuck does it even matter. None of you fuckers know me

Like I said I’m doing what the fuck I gotta do

If thts not good enough for all your fuckin high standard asses then too fucking bad

And Kelevra, how fuck the far up your own ass are you? I remember that fucking conversation. Funny you should brng that up since at that point you were all like “slave to the Wolf lolololol” and now that she’s dead you’re falling the fuck over yourself to tell me how much I suck for not doing what she wanted. Make up your fuking mind  

Fuckin think you would be any fucking diferent if Fortisiwhatever the fuck her name is was taken from you and you survived? Bullshit!

Sanna, thanks for the offer but what is there to takl about? I’m doing all I can. I’m just not as strong as the Wolf was. I’ll nevr be. Ican't even come close

Wolf why didn’t you let me die with you? I was spposedto protect you and now your gone. I love you. I miss you. I even miss the way you used to cut me. I’m sorry I’m so sorry I’m not what you said I was. I cant do this on my own

Sunday, May 11, 2014


The kid already gave you an idea of what’s been going on here so I thought I should probably say something too.

Obviously, we ain’t dead yet, but with the way Fell has been acting that might not be case for much longer

At least she’s been doing what the boss tells her but that’s practically all she does aside from necessities like getting groceries. She won’t let us come with her on missions which is worrying because I know that she’s taking more risks. Making things worse is that I’ve seen her sneaking bottles into her room. I don’t know if she thinks she’s being clever or if she just thinks I’m stupid enough not to know what the fuck she’s doing. I know she wants to die but I don’t want that to happen because she's my friend and I care about her and because I don’t want to be trapped here if she gets herself killed.

Also, I’ve been trying to train Whelp but it would go a lot smoother if Fell would get off her ass and help.
I’m sorry, I’m just frustrated. Wolf taught me to endure but I’m running out of patience and possibly out of time if this keeps up. Fell still won’t talk to me about any of this and when I try to push the issue- Let’s just say it doesn’t go well. 

I’m not giving up on her just yet. I know Wolf wouldn’t.