Wednesday, December 28, 2011


Been quiet here lately because it’s gotten even more difficult to make myself do anything…
Need to stay awake

Thinking I should be dead right now
How long does it take to starve? Few weeks? Yeah
Should be dead or at least unable to type this

Ritter must be keeping me alive somehow
Starving but alive

I’m hungry in more ways than one.
I need

I need to satisfy part of my hunger… That memory helped but not for long…  

I can do that at least


a litle more

suchh a prtty design

nice cplor

feekls good