Friday, July 12, 2013

Feeling better

With all the conflicting emotions buzzing around in my head I had to do something. So I directed them towards that man. It was either that or leave them to eat away at my insides. I try not to lose control the way I did... Tried to stay calm, but once I got him back here all the anger and pain came out at once. Hadn't even planned on eating this one- cannibalism is something that I tend to reserve for very rare occasions- but I just got lost in it all

Hart, I've said it already, but I'll say it again; I'm sorry for scaring you. You don't have to be afraid of me when I get like that. The only reasons I would harm you is if you try to harm me or Fell first, or if you refuse to do your share.

Sunshine... I'm still in a state of shock and disbelief. But I'm not angry or hurt anymore. Stupid though it might be, I still care about you and I am glad you are still alive.

Couldn't afford to stay angry for long anyway, because Ritter informed me that another will be joining us soon.

That's it. I'm done

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  1. Glad to see your feeling better.

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  2. No offense to ya' Wolf, but what the hell is it with Proxies and cannibalism as of late?

    -Raggedy

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    1. Heh I don't know Raggedy, I didn't realize it was a trend now.

      I can only speak for myself. As I said, in this case I hadn't planned on it, I just got caught up in my own anger.


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    2. Well yeah, but when I get caught in my anger I punch a wall. I don't bite into someone's heart like it's a calzone.

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    3. Ha! Well maybe you should try it sometime; you won't hurt your hand, you'll feel better and you won't be hungry! All in all I would say this sounds like the better solution

      What can I say-
      Sunshine has a talent for reaching the monster within me hehe

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  3. Well, that sounded therapeutic. I would protest on moral grounds but I am friends with a necrophiliac, so it would be unfair to berate you and not him. Plus I'm not emotionally invested in random drunks, and other than that you seem friendly.

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    1. It was quite therapeutic indeed.
      Heh... I do try my best to be friendly and polite. Murder aside, I see no point in being rude to people unless provoked. Maybe it's strange but good manners are important to me.

      I also like casual conversations like these so thank you for breaking your no talking to proxies rule hehe

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    2. It's not my rule. :D I always talk to proxies.

      It just gets me into a lot of trouble so I tend to advise against it...

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    3. Not always, for example we became friends, I mean yeah I raised hell for you, but I did it with good intentions, didn't I?

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    4. True, if I hadn't talked to proxies, I wouldn't have him^ as a friend. So maybe it's better that I did.

      Perhaps sometimes, the harder it is to like a person, the more rewarding a friend they are! And then eventually being friends with them is easy as breathing! Damn, I need to hug someone now.

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    5. Try Vikady, or Mendella, doubt any of them would resist if you did it suddenly.

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    6. But they're bigger than me. They all are.

      If I ever so politely asked one of them for a hug, would I get one? Huh, probably not. I shall have to earn my hugs.

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    7. Sanna: Heh I know it's not your rule, I just had to joke a little

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    8. Maybe it is my rule and I just constantly break it, who knows.

      Also Kelevra I have since ruled out hugs completely. Mendella has never hugged anyone before. And Vikady was only let out of isolation a few months ago. Incognito pretty much isolated himself. They are probably not used to any human contact outside combat. I am not sure they will appreciate a random hug from a tired little girl.

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  4. Uhhhh new party members? Exciting!

    I also understand the whole cannibalism picture, when I get really mad (rare occasion) I want to sink my teeth into something and rip it apart.

    Still I don't get how human flesh can be tasty, difference in tastes I guess.

    Good to see, you in your more friendly state.

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    1. Exciting indeed. I look forward to meeting him or her.

      As for the cannibalism, while my actions were a result of my anger in this instance, when I've done it in the past, it was not. The first time I tried human flesh, it was done out of curiosity more than anything.

      In regard to my current state, well thanks, it does feel good. And in that similar vein, I must ask about yours; how is the healing process going?

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    2. Oh you know, slowly, the wound is almost fully closed up, but of course there is the problem of internal damage, so my darling, Fortissimo is busy patching me up from the inside.

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    3. Hey Kel I got a fucking joke for you

      Two guys were in a graveyard digging up a corpse so they could fuck it up the ass. After they got it out of the ground and had fucked the shit out of it, they started to get scared of being found out

      "What if the police come and take sperm samples and figure out who did it?" whined one of the fuckers. "We have to destroy the evidence!"

      So he pulls out a straw, rams it up the corpse's ass and begins sucking out the cum

      After a while he turns to his friend and says "Here, I can't do anymore. Your turn."

      His friend gags in disgust and says "Fuck you! I'm not using the same straw!"

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    4. I've heard victims of necrophiliacs come to a sticky end.

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    5. Necrophiliacs just like to relax and crack open a cold one

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    6. A man walks into a gang's bar and brazenly asks for a drink.

      The gang's leader says, "Nah mate, you have to be one of us, you gotta pass the test."

      The man can't be arsed to find another bar, so he says, "What would I have to do?"

      The leader doesn't want him in the group, so he decides to just mess around. "Well, first you have to drink an entire bottle of vodka in under fifteen seconds. Then – we got a dead body in the storeroom. You have to eat it. After that, we'll have a full bottle of Tabasco sauce that you have to fuck."

      So, the man chugs the vodka, naturally it's not long before he's shitfaced. After, he staggers into the storeroom to take on the next strenuous task. Much moaning and groaning and vomiting is heard, it is a few hours before he stumbles out. He slurs, "Gross. Now where's that bottle of Tabasco you wanted me to eat?"

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    7. Haha!

      Did you hear about the fucker who was into sadism, necrophilia and bestiality? He just couldn't stop beating a dead horse

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    8. I like that one, that's damn clever! :D

      An Englishman, a Welshman and a necrophiliac were having a civilised discussion.

      "I have ten children," the Englishman said. "One more, and I shall have my very own football team."

      "I have fourteen children," said the Welshman. "One more, and I shall have my very own rugby team."

      "I have seventeen dead bodies in my basement," said the necrophiliac. "One more, and I shall have my very own golf course."

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    9. ^ (I'm going to hell for that joke :D)

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    10. Hah

      I think we're all on our way to Hell by now

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