Thursday, April 12, 2012

Broken


Sorry for the silence… I just haven’t wanted to bother

with the blog here lately…

Been observing Fell to make sure she’s where I need her to be mentally. As far as I can tell, she is broken… At least to the point where the restraints are no longer necessary. Called her to me the other day, with the intent to test her by removing her remaining fingernails… She obediently came to me and put out her hand when instructed. Other than sinking to her knees with the pain, she offered no resistance. Doesn’t try to remove the mask anymore either except to eat or clean. She still wears that collar too

So in regards to the question and comments on the last post, yes she is broken, but no this is not over… well, the first phase is over but there is still more to be done…

See, I had this idea, for a final test… Maybe I’ll get Fell to tell you about it later, as it’s kinda personal to her… Anyway, Ritter seemed to like the plan.

So now I’m building her back up so she can do it. Risky, but if it works… He might get something a bit more functional than a hollow… Maybe then he’ll stop- nevermind… shut up KnitWolf

Bleeding… should really stop scratching that burn…

She lit a match, it was so nice! It crackled so, it burned so clear,- Exactly like the picture here.
She jumped for joy and ran about, And was too pleased to put it out.

hehe it’s funny… in some ways I take better care of Fell than I do of myself

Now see! oh! see, what a dreadful thing The fire has caught her apron-string;
Her apron burns, her arms, her hair; She burns all over, everywhere.

10 comments:

  1. is she ging to be like your partner?

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    1. Hmm... hadn't thought of that... I was figuring on building her back up to be... I guess you could say a "willing" proxy as opposed to a mindless husk... I suppose that's up to Ritter who she might ultimately be partnered with, if anyone. If this even works...

      We are going to have to go through that little test I had planned together though ... So on a temporary level... you could say that...

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  2. Is Ritter still hurting you, Wolfie?

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    1. Threatening now more than anything but what he threatens takes its toll

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  3. Ohh Wolf. You take care of yourself too now, you hear? No matter what. Or-- I'm going to have to get off my pregnant ass to come patch you up.

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    1. Ahahahahaha. Right. No. Stop being an idiot and putting yourself in harm's way. -_-;;

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    2. Don't you dare, Cat! Amy is right. Stay where you are and focus on taking care of yourself and your child

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  4. o_o; Oh hell, neither of you take humorous threats well....I was joking, oi! I don't even think I could get there if I tried.

    I'm just worried about you~.

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    1. Sorry Cat, been a bit out of sorts and I guess I just got a bit jumpy at the thought.... I wasn't thinking straight... but the point remains, that I just want you to focus on taking care of yourself. I'm managing as best I can

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    2. Don't you worry, dear Wolf. I'm in good hands, between myself, Ryan, and the rest of our family. You be well now, you hear?

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